gandhiwars

You Know What I like?

2007-01-20T08:02:32Z

I like finding out that I have A LIveJournal, when I totally forgot about it.
I like coming back and seeing my point of the view from the past, it so interesting reading your mind evolve and change.

What is new? I live in Chicago now. Yeah. Junior in College. I think I've gained and lost a significant girlfriend.
I turned into a hippie, then a gypsy, and now I've cut my long hair and I am trying to be an artist. We'll see how well that goes. Right?

Thoughts on life:
1. I Love surprises
2. This World is way more awesome than we could ever imagine, it is also huge- but also very small.
3. You meet fucking wonderful people when you travel.
4. You can live on almost nothing - and happily.
5. Energey is much more real and important than I had first thought.
6. Nature is sacred.
7. I don't know anything in actuallality.
8. I am a horrible speller
9. Reading makes you smart.
10. Give up everything if you want to be truly happy and englightented.

This is some time aways...

2005-11-22T08:25:59Z

This is some time away from my last update...Last it was Summer, and now it is becoming winter. I have become a year older as well, but none wiser I would say. I almost feel more childish now.
There are too many problems in the world...You can't fix everything, and the things you save you only save for some time. The land will be destroyed eventually. They keep on taking more, we keep on saving less.
Everything we do is within nature, but most of what the human race has done is controll nature, change nature. We (I) do a lot more than I first realized.

To some avail

2005-06-27T16:58:55Z

I'll sit here and write this note to someone, and no one at the same time. If people read it, if I ever read it again, I am not sure if I will be impacted by it.
I hate forgetting the moments that are important. I try but they will always slip away. I saw the Moody Blues last night. They didn't play Forever Autumn, and when I got home I found out Justin Hayward didn't even write the song. Icons shoudl never get old, they become something worse than sad.

I went to a party two nights ago. I will never be like those people, and I am so glad. Yet I sat in my car for hours depressed...I even slept there.

They finnaly found the body in the lake.
I have no more responsibility.
I am lonely, yet I have never been around more people.
Do I want to be doing this anymore?
I wish someone would save me.

Doors of Perception (And a Rant waits inside)

2005-05-20T03:32:31Z

Departing from the body is the best experience I have ever had...I transcended Space but not time.

Though once I did transcend time in a cave at the heart of a mountain:
It was all black and a street light of yellow chalk came spinning towards me, and then inside of the yellow light a city opened up in front of me made of the same chalk. The buildings flew by as I sailed above the streets. Then suddenly dive-bombing into the lone car's windshield it was black agian...black...black...
Then the sunset rose in brilliant colors, and a black island stood in front of me. Coming into it I reached a temple with a row of water in front of it like the Lincoln Memorial. Hundreds of men walked with bowels of incense into the temple, pouring it into a stand in the temple, the smoke rising and rising the smell making the air I took in as breath. Looking up the ceiling was gone and I was sucked into the vortex of incense and prayers to arrive at a wasteland.
Hundreds of more men were slaving away in the volcanic rock, and a black temple loomed before me. I flew towards it not wanting to see the suffering....

...And I woke up...

Maybe that was the best experience I have ever had, because it took a lifetime but no time at all.

Shooting in a Green lite sky...

2005-05-10T03:32:57Z

I was with Tom and Elliot on the beach, we were just sitting and talking.
Then from the sky it started to fall. It was huge, and green and brighter than any falling star I had ever seen before- Tom actually had time to here us wow, look up and still see it.
That was what I needed. It was new. Maybe Eccesiasties is wrong?

Logging into star date shapes...

2005-04-26T04:41:26Z

Atmospheric and introspective in a cosmic perspective...
- 10:06 AM 4-25-05 (Leo)

The winter-solstice has long since past, why am I still here?
- 11:36 AM (Orion)

E-trip journey through my limbic region. Departure times as follows:
- 12:03 PM & 1:00 PM (The twins still dance)

The nightmere ends, stress ends, we're only halfway down the ropes...
- 1:24 PM (Zeus shutters because of me)

I can only show you the door. It is your decision to countinue through.
- 2:40 PM (Forecast cloudy, no more stars)

Imagination is limitteted and so are minds. Potential Illumination.
- 5:33 PM (Scorpio Reigns)

Take time each day to reflect and look into the centers.
- 6:30-10:00 PM (Beautiful Mexican Sky- Aries)

Dreams begin to take vision, the moods are falling away, and this is only the begining...
- 12:01 AM (Neptunes washes the pebbles in black)

More to come of my daily watch. Moreover does anyone understand?
*Let the Men Burn Stars*

Io Sono Alla Ricerca

2005-04-22T02:57:16Z

First I must say that I love the band Sigur Ros beyond belief, and I love them!
But beyond that, this was a pretty crappy day for the most part. All this graduation stuff sucks, who really cares?
Secondly, Elliot is depressed, which is just depressing it's self cause he is usually such a happy guy...

But you ever have one of those days where you just sit there and think..."Why am I here?" "I'm not important and I never will be"
That was this kind of day for me-

"Donnie: Why do you wear that stupid bunny suit?
Frank: Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?"

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to look down at the world like God? I think it would be like looking up into the night sky,
all those shining individuals getting lost up there in the masses. Only a few known by name, a few known by the groups in which they
sit. But the only ones that stand out against a million copies are those that go down in their fiery blaze.
- Something thats been floating around in my head for awhile

gandhiwars @ 2005-04-19T22:43:00

2005-04-20T03:45:48Z

I work to much...and I don't even do anything. Nothing intresting for me to say.

It's so nice out, why the hell am I inside?

2005-04-18T21:35:39Z

I don't know why I am doing this. I hate coming online, I hate online journals, and for some reason I am sitting in doors on this beautiful day...
We'll see how long this little venture lasts, my guess will be not long......But this can be my little spot for random spewings and retarded ideas.
What I've done today:
1. Decided Gulner is just full of crap- I'll just start making up my own philosophy
2. Played Frisbee
3. Started to clean out my pool so I can go in it tomorrow
4. Biked to School

Well that's it, I've got footage to edit later though. So I will do that. I also must learn hwo to upload images onto this site. I might actually stay around awhile then.
Well I am boring, so I am sorry to whoever (if anyone) reads this post.
Here is a little link to look at then. They discovered hwo to read a huge amount of old greek texts now, it may add up to a fifth more greek texts...it's kinds cool!
http://news.independent.co.uk/world/science_technology/story.jsp?story=630165